i was able to chat with two of my highschool friends, mike and max, a couple of days ago. mike, who is in australia will go home on december because he's getting married. a few months ago, i planned to go home because it's been two years since the last time i went home but i wasn't sure if my boss will allow me. that's why i'm not that eager. but while chatting with them, i suddenly felt nostalgic and i really wanna go home asap.
what i miss the most about pinas are the beaches, baguio, my hometown and most of all my friends and relatives and i wanna spend chrismas there.
i'm really crossing my fingers... i'll talk to my boss, anna, when she comes back from the conference in taranto. she didn't allow me to go home last august. i hope this time she'll let me.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
is it just a game?
now i know how to play your game. bring it on! i assure you, it won't break me! in the end, i'll win!!!
that's my wall post right now at my facebook account. well, some people just wanted to play games with you without even realizing that they're hurting you. now, i'm glad someone woke me up from this nightmare and i thank god, i've woken up. i have to stop this stupidity. i have to stop all the foolishness that i'm doing. there are really people out there who will use you and when they don't need you anymore, they will just dump you in the trash can. tsk! from now on, i'll be careful. from now on, i'll choose whom i'll deal with... from now on, i'll choose my friends... from now on, i'll be tough... from now on, i'll be an asshole... because if i continue to be kind, i'll just continue to get hurt. been there, done that. i've been through such kind of situation before but i was so hard headed that i continue to do it. but now, i got tired. i got fed up, so, i need to change everything. i've been hurt and i think i need to stand up. there are a lot of people who love me. they should be the one that i will care for, not the user-friendly people. damn, i ws sooo stupid! i should've thought about this before.... maybe i won't get hurt this much!
my life sucks big time for a few days now. hope now i can find the right path... the right way in order to survive.
that's my wall post right now at my facebook account. well, some people just wanted to play games with you without even realizing that they're hurting you. now, i'm glad someone woke me up from this nightmare and i thank god, i've woken up. i have to stop this stupidity. i have to stop all the foolishness that i'm doing. there are really people out there who will use you and when they don't need you anymore, they will just dump you in the trash can. tsk! from now on, i'll be careful. from now on, i'll choose whom i'll deal with... from now on, i'll choose my friends... from now on, i'll be tough... from now on, i'll be an asshole... because if i continue to be kind, i'll just continue to get hurt. been there, done that. i've been through such kind of situation before but i was so hard headed that i continue to do it. but now, i got tired. i got fed up, so, i need to change everything. i've been hurt and i think i need to stand up. there are a lot of people who love me. they should be the one that i will care for, not the user-friendly people. damn, i ws sooo stupid! i should've thought about this before.... maybe i won't get hurt this much!
my life sucks big time for a few days now. hope now i can find the right path... the right way in order to survive.
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